I want to stay happy

I’ve been feeling good lately. I feel like things are gonna get better for me and I really want to believe it. It’s not easy to be optimistic when you’ve only been feeling bouts of loneliness almost every day. You’ve gotten accustomed to it that sometimes you wonder if you’re just being played on when something good happens. But I really want to stay happy. For as long as I can. For as long as things will be. For as long as you will let me.